Kamis, 13 Maret 2014

Aku Suka Rintikan Gerimis di Pagi Hari

Aku suka rintikan gerimis di pagi hari. Membawa angin sejuk dan nuansa syahdu bersamanya. Yang pada saat-saat ini, aku dapat mengenang hampir semuanya dengan baik.

Aku suka rintikan gerimis di pagi hari. Memberikan ketenangan pada diri. Walau aku tahu, gerimis bagi sebagian orang akan menghambat aktivitas mereka. Tapi bagiku, gerimis adalah penghias langit. Untukku, gerimis ini adalah cerita hati sang langit yang tercurah melalui mega. Yang mewakili perasaan anak manusia, baik senangnya maupun nestapanya.

Aku suka rintikan gerimis di pagi hari. Karena keluargaku akan tinggal menunggu sejenak gerimis yang mereka harap akan berhenti. Aku bisa menghabiskan waktu bersama mereka lebih lama.

Aku suka rintikan gerimis di pagi hari. Dengan itu aku selalu ingat saat aku diantar bapak berangkat sekolah ketika mendung amat menghiasi langit. Karena aku selalu ingat saat bapak akan mengantarku mengaji di kerumunan hujan yang deras.

Aku suka rintikan gerimis di pagi hari. Karenanya aku dapat selalu mengingat besarnya dan beratnya pengorbanan serta perjuangan ibuku.

Aku suka rintukan gerimis di pagi hari. Dengan itu aku dapat mengingat orang yang rela berbasah kuyup saat mengantarku ke rumah, supaya aku tetap kering.

Aku suka rintikan gerimis di pagi hari. Karena kenangan berharga itu memberiku kekuatan, memberiku kebahagiaan yang tak bisa ku ukur berapa banyaknya.

13 Maret 2014
Pamela

Selasa, 11 Maret 2014

My 16 is about to be over

Here are only less than two hours for my 16 :3

I've been troubled about recent days. Many things on my mind. Many problems happened. I'm studying math right now and I think I kinda need something like intermezzo, so I log in to my blogie. This night, I really want to flashback many things happened in my 16.

1. I call this-year-of-mine is unpredictable.
2. I got my best March ever in this 16 (favorited!! Thx my besties and my monster xx).
3. I dated my crush in this 16.
4. My scores increased in 2nd semester but decreased in 3rd semester (not my fav part -_-).
5. I entered the science program finally aah.
6. My sissy graduated from her university program and I got new shoes from my mom lol.
7. I had an amazing school's anniversary event. I had a week long spending time with my monster that time ahahah, and we got wet in the last day. That was very awesome<3
8. I joined the marching band again lol. I really miss it actually.
9. God loved my daddy more so God took him that day. I was crying so hard but my besties were next to me, then my classmates and my mons came to my dad's funeral. It gave me much power that time :') but after all, I just found out that since the day he had gone, I care and love my family more. My mom, my sissy, and I are like bestfriends now. My sissy and I can stay up all night long talking about boys just like bestfriends. My lil brother becomes more mature than he was, even than I am at sometimes (but he is still annoying). I can be more open to my mom. I cherish the time with my lil family and my big families much more than I ever did. I don't wanna lose one or some of them. I don't wanna feel the feeling of losing again.

And about 8.30 pm this evening, my mons sent me a happy birthday wish. He wished me can be a dentist :'D aamiin ya rabbalalamin. He wants to be the first person who wishes me a happy birthday somehow ahah, but I love it. We have stupid fight these recent days but he knows me so well after all.

And... all I want for my 17 are my mom keep healthy, I can be with all the people I love, and last: I hope my Dhamas Alifan Adhie Samudra is still being my gift :)

10.45pm