My 16 is about to be over

Here are only less than two hours for my 16 :3

I've been troubled about recent days. Many things on my mind. Many problems happened. I'm studying math right now and I think I kinda need something like intermezzo, so I log in to my blogie. This night, I really want to flashback many things happened in my 16.

1. I call this-year-of-mine is unpredictable.
2. I got my best March ever in this 16 (favorited!! Thx my besties and my monster xx).
3. I dated my crush in this 16.
4. My scores increased in 2nd semester but decreased in 3rd semester (not my fav part -_-).
5. I entered the science program finally aah.
6. My sissy graduated from her university program and I got new shoes from my mom lol.
7. I had an amazing school's anniversary event. I had a week long spending time with my monster that time ahahah, and we got wet in the last day. That was very awesome<3
8. I joined the marching band again lol. I really miss it actually.
9. God loved my daddy more so God took him that day. I was crying so hard but my besties were next to me, then my classmates and my mons came to my dad's funeral. It gave me much power that time :') but after all, I just found out that since the day he had gone, I care and love my family more. My mom, my sissy, and I are like bestfriends now. My sissy and I can stay up all night long talking about boys just like bestfriends. My lil brother becomes more mature than he was, even than I am at sometimes (but he is still annoying). I can be more open to my mom. I cherish the time with my lil family and my big families much more than I ever did. I don't wanna lose one or some of them. I don't wanna feel the feeling of losing again.

And about 8.30 pm this evening, my mons sent me a happy birthday wish. He wished me can be a dentist :'D aamiin ya rabbalalamin. He wants to be the first person who wishes me a happy birthday somehow ahah, but I love it. We have stupid fight these recent days but he knows me so well after all.

And... all I want for my 17 are my mom keep healthy, I can be with all the people I love, and last: I hope my Dhamas Alifan Adhie Samudra is still being my gift :)

10.45pm